i'm so chatty lately.
i think i just wrote a novella to my brother.
was intended to be a simple email, but all i wanna do is plan, discuss, plan, discuss, rinse and repeat.
my head is full of new ideas, and it feels amazing.
as soon as i mention one thing, it's like the ideas start pouring out and i can't stop typing.
so it seems like a good time to blog.
tire out my fingers a bit, maybe!
i rehearsed the new songs with the guys the other day. did i already tell you this? i can't remember. gonna book a bunch of rehearsals and get things going. hopefully start playing shows in march.
and i will also make some of the new songs available soon.
not sure how i'm gonna do that. got lots of ideas....will know more about that this coming week.
but you can expect a major redo of the online world.
and lots of new stuff.
enough of that.
last night i went to see my friends play music at a club in east london.
i really like east london, despite my best attempts to declare it too hip, too trendy, not for me, etc.
went to shoreditch house for the first time, too. i wanted to hate it and think it was lame, but i actually really liked it and wish i lived closer so i could spend all of my free time there. well, maybe not all of my free time, but they have pink velvety chairs and a yummy looking restaurant and a spa. and you can get your toenails painted and drink watermelon martinis, if you want.
the watermelon martinis are just speculation. i don't actually know if they have them, but i'm guessing they do.
there were small children in sport coats with leather elbow patches.
and everyone was really nice to me.
i don't think i'm meant to be there, really. i mean, yes, i am technically allowed to be there, but it seems like another world where i really don't belong. but somehow i'm in there, legally, and no one can kick me out and it's all a bit posh but i don't care because it's fun to sit in the pink chairs.
even though i had a slight disappointment at my meeting there. it was a good meeting, and the disappointment was nothing major, nothing having to do with anything of any real consequence, but i basically wanted to do something with someone who is unable to do that thing with me, even though he would like to.
sounds really vague and a bit misleading.
it's not a personal thing in any way, so please don't think i'm cheating on my boyfriend!
it's ok, though. because i am on a path and i'm being led in all the right directions. open to everything, and everything is opening for me.
time to take a walk in the sunshine.
a rare, sunny, blue sky day here in london.
i love it.