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i'm baaaaack....

sorry for the long hiatus...i had to take care of some shit to prevent bizarre posts like the previous two...but i'm back. and i won't get all freaky on you for a while, i hope. only fun fun fun.

so allow me to express myself for a brief moment.

it's a real bummer when you cannot escape your past. when anything you do that seems a bit out of the ordinary leads the people in your life to point fingers and accuse you of doing something you did years and years ago. i guess i will always be a junky to many of the people who know me. and that's a damn shame. i know it's probably better to let all this stuff out of the bag AFTER your career has taken off, but what the hell. at least it's out of the way for me, right? many kids come out here and get record deals and then get all fucked up because they have never experienced that life before. i'm a much better investment because i HAVE, and not in a hollywood bullshit glamourous way. ain't nothing glamourous about it, folks, and that's the truth.

so here i am, drinking my coffee and cursing the fact that no matter how far i travel, whatever i might accomplish, however i may grow and have grown, the thought will always "cross peoples' minds" that perhaps my decisions and actions are motivated not by my own will but as a result of my drug-addled brain. and that sucks.

i want a new drug

(just a huey lewis reference, people...don't go apeshit on me and throw me in rehab or anything, ok?)

it's called blonde hair dye. and a really good stylist. he does madonna and kirsten dunst and claire danes and all these other hollywood fucks, and now he can add terra naomi to his list.

fly fly fly

i'm going on a plane today. i think everything will be fine.

these are the thoughts that i'm having right now. nothing too witty. nothing too complicated. if i may quote from my own song,

just make it through today...

personal hell

there are so many ways to look at one phrase...

Concerning a particular person and his or her private business, interests, or activities; intimate.
Torment; anguish

Of or relating to the body or physical being
A situation or place of evil, misery, discord, or destruction

Done, made, or performed in person
The powers of darkness and evil.

Relating to a person's movable property.
The abode of the dead, identified with the Hebrew Sheol and the Greek Hades; the underworld.

sorry i have not posted anything new for a while...been pouring myself into my music and the present and hoping i end up nice and neat in a cup and not a big puddle on the floor.