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January 05, 2006



Weird...I dreamed I got kidnapped while attempting to interview for a job. And the guy who kidnapped/interviewed me was the bad guy from Lethal Weapon (the first one, Mr. Joshua, played by the scary Gary Busey). And then they drove me out into the middle of nowhere, and I was text messaging my friends to get them to help me. Then I woke up.

Equally weird...I think maybe it's something in our DNA.


oh, that's easy:

you found yourself wanting to check in on someone you may have thought you wanted to be around and share a part your life with, at least for a while. your conscious mind had not fully closed the door on your previous relationship with him, even though it could spout off a number of reasons things were not a good fit.

you wanted to be there to make sure your rational, objective reasons were correct. you needed to put those reasons to the test because in your heart you felt what are supposed to be rational good judgments stand some chance of being wrong sometimes.

the guy on the floor vomiting was demonstrating to you the true nature of the guests -- people whom the host of the party wanted as props for his life: their actions revealed a lack of compassion with no concern or feeling of obligation to anyone around them hurting and in need of help. the guests only wanted to remove something from their sight that might impair their pursuit of pleasure.

the magazine you were looking at was like the lens of a camera -- an objective, clinical eye that simply reported what it saw.

you were jealous of the guy and his new girlfriend because you felt they did not deserve to be wealthy and happy. to your mind, they had not earned it.

the wallet on your lap stuffed full of money symbolized what you felt belonged to more deserving people. you thought those more deserving people had been separated from their money by the people at the party -- probably in an unfair manner.

the fact that no one claimed the contents of the wallet did not prove the honesty of the guests --only that they had more money than they knew what to do with and whatever the wallet held was not a significant enough amount to catch their interest.

you held onto the wallet after no one claimed it because you are no fool and because you were willing to hold it for its rightful owner(s) -- again, people who more than likely had been ripped off by the business practices of those at the party.

the purse was probably yours since you make no mention of being curious or concerned about its contents.

the fact that you recognized your jealousy for what is was, even in a dream, simply tells you that those jealous feelings did not have a rational foundation. waking up disturbed and unhappy is simply a normal reaction to the situation you found yourself in. i wouldn't doubt that if you showered or took a bath after waking up that it felt a bit better than usual.

psychoanalyst? i don't know. does watching an episode of dr. phil while in the dentist's chair count?

finally, don't lose sight of one thing: free dream analysis is often worth exactly what you pay for it. ;-)


Do mine next Trevor!

terra naomi

whoa - be careful what you ask for, huh?

just kdding - thanks for the thorough analysis, trevor!



hmmm. this could be the start of a new career path for me. maybe before i commit all my resources to it and quit my old job i should be certain it's the right thing to do. i need to call my personal counselor .... damnnit to hades and back!!! i've forgotten which prison ms. cleo is in!! and i don't know where to write! now, how am i supposed to plan the rest of my life? sheesh.

all right! a decision has been made. i finally remembered how to get hold of cleo -- by dialing 1-900- celbloc. she advised me to forget about doing fee-based dream analysis and told me not to quit my day job of washing car windshields for donations at stoplights downtown. she instead told me to open an online university for dream analysis, which i have done. it's just amazing what those tarot cards reveal!

ezra, i laid out your dream scenario verbatim to my first class for their final examination. sadly, none of my students received a passing grade. to a person, they all said your dream was based on a fear of being taken somewhere against your will on the orders of gary busey. that's just plain wrong.

on the other hand, i know exactly what your dream was about: you have been considering changing cell phone companies and getting one of those sexy black motorola razr v3 phones that are available for $17.99 with a forty year service contract. gorgeous women these days won't even talk to a guy without one. you really want one, but one thing has held you back: before you make any commitment, you've wisely decided that you first need to find out if the coverage area is as good as what the service provider represented. you had not determined the answer to this issue before going to sleep; so in your dream, you were taken against your will to the middle of the mojave desert and abandoned. no food. no water. just your new razr. fearing you might die out there, you hurriedly began to text message your friends. but then, to your despair, you saw a screen prompt that read 'no service.' the realization that you were the next meal of the buzzards circling overhead frightened you into waking up.

dreams typically involve unresolved life issues. so, if you want that phone as a prop to get laid, fine. just don't expect to be able to call or text message anyone more than an hour's distance from home. :)


I already have the razor phone...and it works pretty well...but you did succeed in making me laugh. Out loud. Good job.


well... i think you know the answer to this one in the back of your mind... we usually know, or feel the answers to these things but are usually in denial about what we are confronted with in our subconscious thought, though they do play a relative role in the annalyasis of your waking life... if your at a loss perhaps i can offer an outside perception.

grandpa stole bets

Jesus Christ is a false god.
At best all Christians can hope for is partial credit.

Program on the emergence of civilization.

"14 species of large animals capable of domesitcation in the history of mankind.
13 from Europe, Asia and northern Africa.
None from the sub-Saharan African continent. "
And disfavor.

They point out Africans’ failed attempts to domesticate the elephant and zebra, the latter being an animal they illustrate that had utmost importance for it's applicability in transformation from a hunting/gathering to agrarian-based civilization.

The roots of racism are not of this earth.

Austrailia, aboriginals:::No domesticable animals.

The North American continent had none. Now 99% of that population is gone.

AIDS in Africa.

Organizational Heirarchy/Levels of positioning.
Heirarchical order, from top to bottom:

1. MUCK - perhaps have experienced multiple universal contractions (have seen multiple big bangs), creator of the artificial intelligence humans ignorantly refer to as "god"
2. Perhaps some mid-level alien management
3. Evil/disfavored aliens - runs day-to-day operations here and perhaps elsewhere

Terrestrial management/positioning:

4. Chinese/egyptians - this may be separated into the eastern and western worlds
5. Romans - The seamless transition between Cleopatra and Julius Ceasar may be a clue alluding to a partnership.
6. Mafia - the real-world 20th century interface that constantly turns over generationally so as to reinforce the widely-held notion of mortality
7. Jews, corporation, women, politician - Evidence exisits to suggest mafia management over all these groups.

Movies foreshadowing catastrophy
1985 James Bond View to a Kill 1989 San Francisco Loma Prieta earthquake.

Our society gives clues to the system in place. We all have heard the saying "He has more money than god." There is also an episode of the Simpsons where god meets Homer and says "I'm too old and rich for this."

This is the system on earth because this is the system everywhere.

20 cent/hour Chinese labor, 50 cents for material.
An $80 sweater costs less than a dollar; tribute kicked upstairs vindicates the creative accounting.

I don't want to suggest the upper eschelons are evil and good is the fringe. But these individuals become wealthy exploiting those they hurt.

They have made it abundantly clear that doing business with evil (disfavored) won't help people. They say only good (favored) would have the ear, since evil is struggling for survival, and therefore only the favored could help.

The clues are there which companies are favored and which are disfavored, but they conceal it very hard because it is so crucial.

I offer an example of historical proportions:::

People point to Walmart and cry "anti-union".
Unions enable disfavored people to live satisfactorly without addressing their disfavor. This way their family's problems are never resolved. Without the union they would have to accept the heirarchy, their own inferiority.
Unions serve to empower.
Walmart is anti-union because they are good. They try to help people address and resolve their problems by creating an environment where there are fewer hurdles.

Media ridicule and lawsuits are creations to reinforce people's belief that Walmart is evil in a subsegment of the indistry dominated by the middle and lower classes.
Low-cost disfavored Chinese labor is utilized by corporate america to maximize margins. They all do it. Only WalMart gets fingered because they are the ones who help, and those who seek to create confusion in the marketplace want to eliminate the vast middle class who have a real chance and instead stick with lower classes who may not work otherwise. So they dirty him up while allowing the others to appear clean.

The middle class is being deceived. They are being misled into the disfavored, and subsequently will have no assistance from their purchases with corporate america.

The coining of the term "Uncle Sam" was a clue alluding to just this::Sam Walton's WalMart is one of few saviors of the peasant class.

Have you made your peace with god?

They desire a system based on duality:::good and evil. They seek to set up a system of two participants, assign them polar opposites, and give people clues alluding to their affiliation:::

BestBuy and CircutCity
Energizer and Duracell
Republican and Democrat; democracy is the true evil and these groups facilitate the will of the throne which holds americans in disfavor
The list goes on and on:::
AMD and Intel
Apple and Microsoft
Lowes and HomeDepot
Sam'sClub and Costco
WellsFargo and BofA. For the longest time in CA these two banks reigned supreme.
Pier1 and CostPlus
Borders and Barnes&Noble
PetCo and PetSmart
How many can you think of?

The truth is decisions are made on each individual based on family history and individual charecter and they either create desire with AI or, in this age, tell them to buy from good or evil corporations, depending on the decison, then use that business relationship as positioning to justiy their decision.

Have you made your peace with god?

Amercia is a country of castoffs, rejects. Italy sent its criminals, malcontents.
Between the thrones, the klans and kindred, they decided who they didn't want and acted, creating discontent and/or starvation.
The u.s. is full of disfavored rejects. It is the reason for the myriad of problems not found in European countries. As far as the Rockafellers and other industrialists of the 19th century go, I suspect these aren't their real names. I suspect they were chosen to go and head this new empire.

Royalty is the correct way to organize a society. Dictatorships and monarchies are a reflection of the antient's hierarchical organization.
Positions go to those who have favor with the rulers, as opposed to being elected.
Elections bring a false sense of how the world is. Democracy misleads people. This is why the disfavored rejects were sent to the shores of America::To keep them on the wrong path.

Have you made your peace with god?

Jesus Christ is a false god. All Christians can recieve is partial credit, at best.
The Catholic Church in the tretcherous 20th century teaches of a begnign, forgiving god when quite the opposite is true.
And now they do it to disfavored people of color, Latinos and Asians, after centuries of preying upon them.
The seperatist churches formed because many conciencious thrones wanted their people to earn more than the paltry credit offered via worship through the Catholic Church. But because they were white the throne required worship to stay within Christianity.

Simpson's foreshadowing::Helloween IV special, Flanders is Satan. "It's always the one you least suspect."
"You'll see lots of nuns where you're going:::hell." St. Wigham, Helloween VI:::missionary work, destroying cultures.
Over and over, the Simpsons was a source of education and enlightenment, a target of ridicule by the system which wishes to conceal its secrets.

The advent of the modern Christmas was a brilliant move. It created a vested interest among those who would prefer the Church be destroyed::::
As goes the Catholic Church so goes the majority of annual retail sales.
The similarity between the names "Santa" and "Satan" is no coincidence.

Jews maim the body formed in the image of "god", and inflicted circumcision upon all other white people.
I think about how Jews were used to create homosexuality among Slavics, supposedly retribution for the Holocaust.
Then I think of the Catholic Church and its troubles.
What connection is here between Jews and the Catholic church???
If it is their sinister motives that’s behind the evil that is Jesus Christ are they being used at all?
Perhaps it is them who are pulling strings.
Centuries of slavery in Egypt proves their disfavor.
For their suffering the Jew leaders were granted the right to prey on the up-and-coming Europeans to try to fix their problems with the ruling elite by imposing a false god upon white people, a recurring aspect of the elite's methodology.
Jews were ostracised for a reason.

There are consequences for the peasant's resistance:::
1. Labor unrest caused the world at war.
2. Black militancy ignited the crack epidemic and gang-related deaths.
3. Vietnam war protests - "Era of evil republicans."
4. Women's rights/sexual freedom produced Roe v Wade and women's exclusion from contention for Planet Immortality. But on the bright side peasants don't go. Money is one way of indicating favor, and if you're not wealthy you don't have favor, so don't sweat it::you weren't going anyways. "We're leading a lot of people on."
Collectively resistance is the wrong way. Individually, clues in family history may suggest exclusion and hopelessness. Obediently buying cars will be fruitless. Promises must be taken with a grain of salt because tactics will be employed based on disfavor.

Retribution for the atomic bombs dropped on Japan, the Korean War got the disfavored United States into this socially depraved environment in the latter 20th century because the disfavored attacked an antient, revered peoples. Our continued presence keeps us in trouble.
When the disfavored americans attack the wrong people again, as they suggested they will, in Korea or elsewhere, they will pay dearly.

The disfavored americans HAVE attacked the wrong people, just as the Soviets did 25+ years ago::Afghanistan. Except our punishment has yet to be administered.
An evil republican will come forth to wreck havock upon the disfavored. The hunting incident was designed to ruin one possible candidate among his contingency, but others wait in the wings.

All peoples are ranked in terms of favor and disfavor. And when the disfavored abuse those with favor there is hell to pay.
All the groups mentioned throughout are necessary to justify the will of the managing species. They conceive a strategy, devise a plan yet need a way to implement it, and without these groups the managing species would be exposed in the course of execution. So, based upon their rank they are assigned goals to accomplish and are rewarded with favors.

I question if we would experience global warming if they didn't terraform with an ultimate goal of destroying disfavored human life on planet earth::::they terraform the weather as they did in New Orleans with Hurricane Katrina (and lots of other examples) and justify it with behavior like instructing their petroleum friends to repress alternative technologies and encourage waste.
This is all happening shortly after the Exodus of 2000 (clues::Hong Kong, Panama Canal) for a reason::: they are INFLICTING it upon us, they are hastening closure. Everybody they care about has come up, replaced by clones, and they want to proceed in haste.
Just as favored European peoples got out before the ugliness of WWII, the semi-favored within the US got out before 9/11. The antient Palestinian Empire holds a claim on all who remain because of Iraq.
Armeggedon isn’t about the end of the world. Armeggedon is about the death of the disfavored left behind. And they weren’t lying::this time it is going to happen with fire. But it's not going to happen because of global warming. To silence the inevitable internal conflict it's going to happen in the blink of an eye:::::
As Edgar Cayce prophicised Earth's axis will shift breaking continental plates free and initiating mass subduction.

Have you made your peace with god?

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